Most of you know what a stellar day this has been. I'm glad Charlie is on his way home.
It just doesn't seem fair. Doesn't seem to make sense. How can people who abuse their bodies - drink, do drugs, etc... have babies that turn out fine, and I can't seem to do the same?
Not fair. This whole thing takes so much out of a person. I am starting to feel like I don't want to try again because I don't want to go through this again.
I know that is not rational thinking. But right now that is how it feels.